Well, things aren't going very well in my career preparation. I really don't enjoy being back at high school...the kids are apathetic, the teachers are gossipy and intolerant, and I just found out that there are many gangs in the school. And I think that inspite of my Mexican orange and tropical bedroom, I've got seasonal affective disorder. I'm trying to be super-energetic and positive, but it feels like I'm overcompensating for my actual feelings. So I'm going to get a cat. I need something to hug when I come home from a day of teaching and lectures. It's one of those months.